Isolating myself makes it worse all I do is sit and cry and dwell on things.. But I think I do it cause people get tired of hearing how sad I am and I get tired of people telling me to suck it up and only I can make myself happy. like everyone thinks that it is so easy to just turn a switch, like I like being miserable and sad. I do not like the person I am now but have been this person so long I dont know how to change it.I miss being happy and care free...seems like those days are so far away I can hardly remember them. Ill admit I am dependant on other people I do feel like I need that other half to complete me.. and it is no where to be found.