***Bit of a RANT***
Well college has thrown yet another spanner in my plans. I was hopefully supposed to go to Poland and the Ukraine over the Summer to follow Ireland in the Euro 2012, if the gods of money wished it.
However it seems now I HAVE to spend the Summer at an UNPAYED internship... the WHOLE Summer, so now I can't even earn money this Summer for anything because between working 5 days a week for nothing I'll have little time to work for that magic paper I've heard so much about.
I don't even understand why they're making me do this, it's my second year and by the end of the college year I'll still have f**k all knowledge in the field that can be properly applied to a job. I mean, I didn't even get any warning, it was just a "by the way, to pass the year you're going to have to get an internship." Yeah, um, would have been nice if I'd known in September thank you.
And if I do somehow manage to get this job I also have to tell them on the first day that I won't be in for at least 5 days during the Summer that I've planned off and that I'm not cancelling for anyone.
I know if you don't get it this year you still have the chance to do it the Summer after your third year, i.e Summer 2013 for me, and I'm considering just flunking it this year because of the bulls**t way they went about telling me about it. I can do some prep work this year finding someone who'll take me the next year.
Honestly, I'm getting more piss*d with this college everyday.
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