Gosh! I really didn't expect any replies! You are all so sweet to send you positive thoughts my way! I've thought it would be good to plan a trip for Christmas. IF not to visit my daughter, then at least to a destination that would be uplifting, like the Florida Keys. As much money as I spent on relatives and friends (I didn't even tell you about that), I could afford it! You have all validated my feelings, though it is kind of sad. NO, I won't "wallow," as there is no point. Thanks again, friends.
Patty