I really know how you feel Trippin, I am so low right now, Ive lost three jobs in the last 5 weeks, all of them saying that I couldnt do the job that they wanted me to do. Its been so devastating to have that happen. I've been fighting so hard since I lost my last job, I have to figure out a way to pay for my living expenses. It was made even worse with it being the holidays, and having to tell people that I dont have a job. Pretty much I suck at life.
Its hard to plan ahead at this time, I feel that I dont even have control over the things that can happen in the next couple of weeks. I want to go back to school, but lack of finances may prevent that, so I may be forced to make really hard decisions and try to get jobs that are going to make me hate my life... if thats even more possible then I do right now.
I have turned so suicidal, but I feel that if I do that I let people down.