Yeah, I know you feel. I'm currently unemployed, so I feel so useless, and I can't find a job. Ive lost 3 jobs in the past 5 weeks, and it being the holidays just makes me feel horrible. All the rest of the people in my family and have jobs, both of my brothers have significant others, and I cant find anyone. I feel really suicidal, but I feel that if I do that I let people down to. Either way I have failed so many times, and I feel that the next thing that I try I will find some way to fail too.