Oh, Hoots--losing 3 jobs in 5 weeks during the Christmas season. I would call that proof that life sucks, not that you suck at life. Nobody's that inept. You are caught up in a tidal wave of NotFairNotFairNotFair. It's a complex world & if I had time & could remember all the intricacies, I would try to explain all the reasons you might have been fired--& given that reason--that had nothing to do with you.

I can sure understand how that experience, in a generally depressive context, would make you feel devastated and left wondering how you are going to survive. But you haven't always been in this position, and there's no reason to think that you always will be, is there? Suicide, you may have heard, is a final solution to a temporary problem.

Please hang out here, post a lot, visit the forums, see what you can find here in the way of support. Start your own thread--this is Trippin2's & she's a generous sweetheart, but you can have your own.