Suzzie,
I know SI'ing makes things feel better, but it doesn't last. Whatever triggered you is still going to be there when you're done. Can you keep posting? Play with us in games? Whatever it takes to get past this bad moment in a safe way?
You're a beautiful person! I know this because you let me see "you" now and again. I treasure those glimpses of you. You're a good person.
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notz
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