Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday

I have to decide if I want to stay on this new Medication " Fanap" been on it a month now.

I have sat and gone thru the pros and cons PLUS got my husbands opinion on how I seem to him ..

I havent gotten a big reduction in hallucinations altho Im under tons of stress (finacially and its getting worse) But I am able to sleep at least. im still having rapid cycling but maybe just a very slight decrease ( hopeful )

The main thing is the pros and cons are pretty much even ..... which I have never had happen before ??????? weird !!!.....

I have side effects but nothing I cant tolerate and im thinking maybe I just need more time on the med to get full effect.

I just feel blah from the ups and downs daily.

Thanks for reading my ramble