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You can and it sounds like you may have an eating disorder because of your lack of food. Your hatred for food makes me think it could be a psychological over physical issue with food, you have some reasons perhaps you can't remember now, that has caused you to hate food. You don't have to restrict for the purpose of loosing weight to be considered with an eating disorder, in fact 9 times out of 10 there is a underlying emotional problem that causes the eating disorder.
Food is something we NEED to survive, restricting (not to be confused with spiritual or healing fasting) is an eating disorder when it happens over a period of time and you don't stop it. Some people use it to gain control in their lives, some people have an obsession with a certain weight they want to accheive, some people were called fat their whole lives and want to be thin even though they already are, the fact is it doesn't really matter why in determining if you have it, what determines the disorder is how you are taking care of yourself.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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