.. but I feel that I may have an anxiety disorder? I can't pinpoint which because GAD, SAD, panic disorder and so on are all linked and symptoms are similar.

Gosh, I know I sound like a whiny teenager who self diagnoses herself because of what a wikipedia article says, but this isn't a case of "oh hey i feel sick so anxious lol xoxoxox <3"

I literally just.. When I'm at school and I'm put on the spot in front of lots of people, even if they are my friends, I tense up, my muscles 'creek' or ache, my mouth becomes dry and I feel like I'm choking, I get tears in my eyes, all the colour in my face drains, I get either cold shivers in my spine or a hot sweat, there are muscle twitches and spasms, my heart beat and breathing quicken, I fidget and there's this horrible abdominal pain welling in my stomach.

I've been told "everyone feels like this" but, urgh, this isn't normal.

I'm beating myself up at school about it - My grades are falling! ):

Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can have a proper diagnosis or get 'round my parents.

I get so nervous talking to my mother about it I just cry and she says I'm pathetic.