Hi bptoo:

I am going around in circles. I am trying to figure out if my anemia is causing the weakness and fatigue and depression. The wbt is helping me to keep out of the worse black, scary depression. My hemoglobin dropped to 6 last year and I went to the psych hospital for depression and it was there that they found out that my hg was six and I was transfused with 2 units of blood.

Now I am back on Wellbutrin and Serzone. While the wbt is doing well with increases, I am getting worse every day with the exhaustion and depression. The doc I am going to can't see me until the 12th and I can't wait till then. He said that I get irritations in my stomach that make me bleed. I went and had my blood drawn yesterday and they said they would send it right away to him. I called his nurse this morning and she said that they hadn't sent it. It would be 2-3 days before they sent it. Yaaa!

I can't go on like this, I am to tired to do anything. I am going to see my GP today and if she still can't get my bloodwork, I am going to check myself into the psychhospital. At least I will get a stat blood draw or Iget the results in the morning. What a way to go. I was an RN and Iprobably know too much for my own good.

Thank you for caring, it makes me feel not so much alone.

If you don't hear from me in a few days, I will be in the hospital. I will get back to you with what's going on.

Love

kk