hI i am new here and not sure what to say. I am going through a very rought time right now. I have DID and PTSD two very debilitating disorders that i didn't ask for.
I was raped two months ago in my appartment and was verbally threatend. Police dont care at all. At times late at night the man who raped me taps on my window which totally freaks me out. Toatally afraid to be in or out of my appartment I dont know what is safe at all anymore. The word safe has not meaning for me really as i have always been in unsafe abusive environments all my life.
thats a bit about whats going on for me right now. THe recent rape has not been good for my PTSD nor my DID. I am in total darkness right now and its as if i am trapped.
I have to go for now. Thanks for listening.