Hi All,

In a follow up to my "honesty" thread, I have decided to reveal all to my t tomorrow. I have emailed her, and I was able to move my appointment from Friday to Thursday. I also have an appointment in the morning with my family doc. to discuss high bp and high blood sugars, either caused by med changes and/or bad choices in eating and drinking.
In my email, I didn't specifically identify my recent drinking binge; however, I did let t know that my recent erratic behaviors have scared me enough to put everything on the table. Maybe the honesty problem is just perceived by me because I never share all that I should.
I will also have to reveal all to the family doc. in order to allow her to provide correct treatment. I wish I could say that she will be surprised, but I doubt it. She is one of those doctors who remembers every detail of what you tell her in past visits without looking back at notes. She has even identified times when I have "changed my facts", so to speak.
Lastly, I want to also mention that I did not drink any alcohol last night. I did miss it, scary considering that normally, in the recent past, I only drank 2-3 bottles of wine a week, as opposed to the recent couple of weeks when I drank 1-2 bottles a night.

I am very resolved to share all, so that I can continue (start?) my healing process.

Thanks for past input, and for taking time to read this post.

Bluemountains