I am lonely. I am hurt and I feel empty. My chest hurts and I haven't gotten out of bed in 3 days. I've been calling out of work and I'm ignoring my friends. All I do is lay in bed and cry.
My boyfriend of 13months told me he wants a break. I found out he cheated on me. I gave him my EVERYTHING. We went from living together for 9 months, to not seeing each other at all the past week. I know, "get over it" but I CANT. I've developed such an attachment to him. I'm scared to be without him. I can't tell my family because they'll just say "I told you so." They never liked him. Nor did my friends. So here I am, by myself with nobody to talk to. Alone. Thinking. Crying.
I feel LOST. I'm in an extreme amount of physical, and mental pain.
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