I have my family who are all concerned about me and want to take more drastic measures, get more appointments, and other things. I appreciate what they are doing. I would do it for a friend or family, but I have this feeling that the people around me are closing in. I can understand the logic behind it all, but it doesn't motivate me. I am this close to having childrens services at my door.
All I want to do is rest, but then my children suffer.
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