No tears yet today, we have gotten rid of a lot of furniture but replacing what we have just isn't in our budget, we have had the exterminator out here 3 times and I literally haven't seen a bug in 3 weeks and I know I have been bit since then. My bites aren't bad, just look like pimples in a triangle pattern. The problem is it takes them a long time to heal so it is hard to know what are fresh bites. I even doused the furniture with rubbing alchohol since it kills on contact but it has to hit the bugs directly and if you don't see bugs... that doesn't work so well. I just feel if I lived here alone I could get rid of them, but working around uncooperative people is too hard when it is so hard to make myself move anyway because of the depression. Anyway, If I dont think they are gone soon we may be sleeping on the floor because I am not going to bring infested furniture back in when the landlady overhauls the apartment in March. Used furniture is a nono because that is how my sister got them who brought them over to us. The sad thing is our furniture isn't even a year old, but we got a good deal on it, $1200 for couch loveseat and rocker/recliner. Got it at rentacenter which is technically used furniture but I would bet my life that they came from my sister. Anyway, so far so good today, no crying and going to spend some time with my niece while she is out of school and try not to worry too much. My brother did do some straightening up and did the dishes and that is awesome. I love initiative. Anyway, thanks again for listening. I am learning some of my triggers anyway, although some of them I just have to face but others, I am learning to try to avoid.