I'm going to go back on what I said last week. Talking about active drinking here is a definite trigger for me (I relapsed). While I don't blame anyone, I realize now that I just can't talk about certain subjects as I am obviously more vulnerable than I thought. I'm no Nazi though and I'm not about to tell people what they can and cannot post (that's the admins/mods job). Wishing everyone another sober 24 hrs.