Amy, you were treated badly. No other way to say it. I fully empathize. I went to my T appt one day & he'd moved his practice. Never did call to see what happened to me.

But I've had other Ts who've taken excellent care of me. You say you can't reconcile getting involved with a new T, but the fact that walking past your exT's office bothers you so & that you'd rather avoid the whole street her office is on suggests that her treatment of you is an issue you're not done with. You've referred to yourself as part of an "abandoned group".

Im glad your depression has lifted, but I hope you'll rethink returning to the clinic and seeing a new therapist. Do make sure, though, that the clinic director understands what you've been through and that you feel abandoned--that this has becomes an issue.

Please think about this.

Roadrunner