Hi misskeena....is there a day nurse who your insurance can help to provide to you? Maybe if you can ask the doc's office or hospital if there is some type of meals on wheels program that can help food shop for you while you recover...or maybe a church in your area, call the catholic churches and they may have volunteers to help with community. Just dont want to see you suffer in pain, when u need to address health issues. There has got to be someway to help build support, and maybe if its planned out well, you can get to know the people who would be there, you will have company and help. I hope you feel better. sending well wishes. nice to meet u