...I'm still so very depressed..
But when i went to see the T today.. She made sure i was okay with it, then put me on a waiting list for appartments owned by the place where she works. I dont know how long that waiting list is, for both cities that she put in for, for me. Nor do I know if they are just that-appartments- or if theres group therapy or activities or anything.. i dont even know what they look like..
But this makes me a little bit better thinking on this... even tho i'm really hopeless that it wont happen, cause i never win anything, i never am the lucky one, i'm never picked-except for being picked last when no one else is left to pick from-, and waiting might as well be never or forever... Cause thats how my emotions automatically take it, if i were to give words to the feelings..
We talked about hospitalization... I said i didn't need it.. If i didn't have my pets then I might of agreed to it... Atleast there i can eat, and i can sleep.
Theres not really anything i can do or goto around here, so i'm a bit on an island here(not really, but in figuratively speaking).

Thanks (((((OpenEyes)))))!!