I am so sorry that they are throwing all of this at you, and without so much as the curtesy of an explanation. I understand that this would make a difference. It would for me too.

Obviously the doc is either a sadist or totally ignorant of addiction medication. Of course you are now going to be either back using alcohol & tobacco, those receptors are open & waiting--or back in a fight for your life again to not use. What a drain on your already over-taxed resources.

I think somebody in the mob hates you. Nothing else explains why anyone would do this to you. You're a nice woman! You don't deserve this!

I am so sorry.

Roadrunner