Trippin,

Those sound like intellectual pursuits as well. It's weird because I love feeling like that, like I can concentrate intensely and learn so much quickly. However, the switching between them is driving me nuts I just wish I could stick with one of them until I become an expert and then feel competent enough to get a job and have the same drive. Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that, it feels like the interests just control me and then they change, making it impossible to stick with a job because the boredom and disinterest take over and make me unproductive to the point of not bothering to come into work or carry on. Then I'm stuck in a situation where I'm unemployed and need to find something else. This pattern just keeps repeating itself in my life, and lead to me becoming severely depressed because I realized I had a nice job and screwed it up. It also has destroyed my resume and work history because I have gaps now, because I couldn't find a job for the longest time. This lead to a severe depression because I lost confidence in myself and now I've been out of work for almost 2 years. I just wish there was an answer.