I get it. I went from relatively "sane" on my meds to manic and now I'm waiting for the meds to kick back in again.
I talk to my T and Pdoc and neither one get that things are changing so fast that the meds are not keeping up with mood swings.
C'est La Vie. I suppose. Hang in there. I remember in my dim and foggy past a time when life was more hills and valleys than mountains and craters.

yours will be too if we all hang in there together.