So a ouple of people at work smoke weed. And theres this friend of mine who sometimes, at the end of the day, shows me a bit of his little weed stash that e keeps at work. He knows I used to smoke but now it's really tempting me. He showed me it again last night. Now last night and today I had to struggle to not call my hook up and buy weed. It's so annoying! The breakrrom smelled of weed- I swear someone was picking their weed at the table or something. Or it's just his weed smelly asa hell in his locker. I was stuck between wanting to buy weed and treat myself to a lavish dinner. So I ended up eating a huge bureger with fried and a root beer. But It's ok, it's just one day. I just hope I can continue to resist temptation. It's not as easy anymore now that I live on my own because I have no one to answer to, so to speak. But I don't want to smoke becase of all the bad habits I got from it, as well as the harm it did to my lungs and my mind. But just two day in a row of smelling that strong smell is somehow bringing back my addiction full swing-even though by new years it'll be 7 full months without it. It's bqd enough I get to smell cig smoke a couple times blowing in the store throughout the day- yuck! I can't believe I ever used to do that ish. God give me the strength not to call my hook up tonight- or tomorrow while I'm off work. Thanks for any support, I'm feeling really weak right now.