My doctor knows what meds I am on and he monitors them very closely. He also knows that I have clonopin and valium leftover from a prescription which I got from my previous doc. The thing is the clonopin and valium help me a lot and I'm always honest about when I take them.

The problem with my insurance is that they will only cover 30 days of outpatient therapy and nothing beyond that. The 2 programs that rejected me said that 30 days would not be enough to help me and so they weren't willing to take me on in the first place. The third place is willing to take me on but said I have to find a way to pay for treatment beyond 30 days. I have no way of doing this.

curlydee I'm sorry to hear you also got kicked out of college. Being kicked out of college has been a very harsh experience... it has cut me off from my peers (my main support network that I was just beginning to establish) and has left me with an 8 month void to fill. I feel like it's going to be a very long winter.

Evie