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Old Dec 29, 2011, 02:59 AM
Adelissa Adelissa is offline
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Location: Bakersfield, CA
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I have a problem, I loved my mother a lot, but she died a year ago, and I am having trouble developing close relationships. I just can't seem to care about people enough and it is troubling because it makes me sound like a bad person. I can empathize and even cry over people's troubles on TV but I feel numb in real life. I suppose it is part of the depression but I can't seem to cry or feel anything except for poor pitiful me. I don't want to be the pity party girl, I want to give more than I take. But I don't feel loved, maybe that is part of the problem. If I felt like someone loved me maybe I could reciprocate. Anyone else have this problem?
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on 450 mg welbutrin, 50 mg lamictal, 2 mg Klonopin.
Clinical depression, and generalized anxiety disorder. Wishing I could share my brain with someone else lately because there is just too much in there!
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