My T is out of the office but he is going to be in the city today and made time to see me after work. He is very good with me on things like this.
I think I just need pocket riders and hugs maybe.

I was very triggered Tuesday thanks to that horrid nightmare.
Then the junk on the news was being watched by the guys at work and what happened to the Indiana girl was way too close to some of the junk I know from my dad. ((Don't go looking it up on the news if you don't know about it - it is too triggering)). Add to that other junk and the S/O fight. ugg.

I am at work today. Will find a way to make it through that.
I have not cried at all since Tuesday and every time I feel it, I have a big clump in my throat. I am not even sure if seeing T will help, but I am not safe inside so I know I need to see him. I am very glad I decided to email him last night to let him know how I was doing.