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Old Dec 29, 2011, 08:23 AM
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Originally Posted by Sanada View Post
Hello WTTJ.

Woh...its alot to be going through at 14. Personality disorder (i hate that - disorder), we are not disordered in any way.
As we grow we change in relation to our enviroment (btw i am a bad speller..lol).
OCD is natural in some, it is in me to certain degree. Changing persona's is something (in my opinion), we can choose to do; or it happen's with out our 'knowledge'. Its a crappy thought that we can be transformed without our own awareness.

As a 14 yr old, do not write down what you 'think' is happening (write what you know is happening). To do that (for others to read) maybe bad for your future. Keep journals but keep them to your self, so as not to be tagged or 'Labled' your self.

A label is not that bad. It allows us to focus on our 'so - called' disorders.

Your parents are behaving like most would - 1st denial, 2nd 'Worry', 3rd - how to treat you and how to see you.
Its natural for parents to deny any 'again'- 'so- called' "Illness" with their own child.

You consentrate on school and your future for you. You are so young. You have the world as your oyster, I guess what I'm trying to say is - 'Play the game of the acceptance of whats happening' (in all ways).
I have to say though that getting into self harm is Deff - 'Not' an Ans. Self harm will only bring you more pain, which you do not need.

I hoped this helped in any way.

Take good care.
S
Thank you for the support, I really appreciate it
One of the main problems is I am losing grasp on reality, and I know that for a fact. I KNOW my soul was not born here, it was born in my world, in another dimension, world and universe. I feel like I KNOW the meaning of life, the universe that my soul got stuck in. I can sense spirits and people, and I even have "imaginary friends" whom I talk to. Especially Fate, my Wolf spirit, he is my best friend. I am becoming more withdrawn and distant, and it is worsening my school work. I don't know. I just can't relate to anyone on Earth.