(((((RAP))))) that post is NOT about YOU. It's about HER. Step back from it a bit... she is projecting onto you what is in HER life! She's reach a breaking point in her life... and it has nothing to do with you, IMNSHPO!!!!!!

Step back away slowly... make no sudden moves. Then get away quickly.

I'm sorry you had to share what should be a private communication, but of course, email therapy isn't considered private anyway.

Perhaps you feel the connection because she has been building this rather skewed (my latest favorite word) relationship to fit HER mind. I think you've been used.

Now, I would consider the therapy relationship over...unless...you wish to counsel HER! She appears to be asking for help. I'm sorry, I don't think you can do much for yourself in this at all. Can you step away, and consider what needs to be done for her, what would you do if you were the therapist's advisor here? You are under no obligation to take care of your T, but it would be good training to figure out a solution to get her help...

AGAIN, this is NOT about you... ((((hugs)))) Please seek immediately professional help to deal with this upset... IRL...even if it is 2 hours away. You need a live, breathing, balanced psychologist, impo. Please. Trust me on this one. PM me as needed.