Fharraige Thank you some much for your words- they make me smile each time i read this thread; It is cuz you are hitting a lot right on the head that i need to remind myself and that I agree with-- I need to just remember humans are humans- and we are all work in progress right

Perna - that is an awesome view for it all-- It is all information- it is just hard at times to I guess see it that way in the moment at times-- in the moment is to be worked on as well--

Thank you all for the support- I do appreciate it and yeah I got over it for the most part