After being pushed by my mom and T, I took the fall semester off from school because mental health wise I wasn't doing well at all and they didn't want to see me crash and burn.
Well just today, my pdoc told me that she thinks I should take next semester off because I'm still not stable and she doesn't want to be messing around with my meds while I'm at school. Understandable, but absolutely not what I wanted to hear. I've had it at home. I'm sick of being with my parents and my siblings all the time and I hate one of my jobs and am getting sick of the other, but employment is hard to come by around here etc. I would move out but I have no money to pay rent for anything. I also really miss my school and my friends there and I'm already going to graduate late because of my semester off and I really don't want to make it even later.
The thing is, I have wondered if I should go back to school or not. Even before my pdoc said anything going back to school was something I was worried about. As I said, I'm not stable, I also lack concentration and just generally am not as functional as I should be
I don't know what to do! I know none of you can make the decision for me, but maybe you could weigh in on the situation?
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