I would like to add that I normally would not pick someone apart the way I have picked him apart. I am ashamed for feeling that way about things he can't even help...like his height, but something has happened to me. I have never felt this disgust or anger toward another human being. I have heard people say they hate everything about someone...but I literally do hate everything about him. I am a good mother, I love my son more than life and I have a wonderful family and strong group of freidns however, I am afraid to say these things to anyone who knows my BF personally. I know my post makes me appear to seem shallow but normally I am not. I wish I could help the way I feel, but I can not.