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Originally Posted by WelcomeToTheJungle
I ruled out schizophrenia because I don't hallucinate, but I do have delusions. I can also relate to dissociation (happens many times a day) and derealisation, but the one I can relate to the most is Schizotypal (I have almost every symptom) and I scored 53.5 out of 74 on this -> http://themachine1.110mb.com/spq.html
I took the schizophrenia test on here and it said I have a high risk of developing it, but I just don't hallucinate. As for the other online personality tests, I scored "very high" on Avoidant, Schizotypal, Paranoid and Borderline and high for OCD. http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv
And for this one I got 90% schizotypal -> http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html
I know it's natural to associate yourself with symptoms you see on the net, but when you can relate to almost all of them, it gets a bit worrying.
Thank you for your advice also, I'm going to talk to my school councellor next week when school starts again. |
You are aware that there are several types of schizophrenia and not ALL symptoms are the same, you are hallucinating, this is known as auditory hallucination (the voices) and visual hallucination is very unlikely and only a very small amount have it. Now, schizoprehnia is a misunderstood disorder and you are lucky you have "Fate" being your friend as some voices tell you to do self-injury or harm to others, they literally torment your mind.
The reason your losing touch with reality is because of eternal-fantasy influences that drift you into a so called "mode" and this is when you imagine and begin talking to your voices. The cause of this? It isn't entirely sure but they say it is genetic and has something to do with the brain's reward centre (dopamine) having abnormalities. Dopamine can cause hallucinations and pleasure.
It was good you have took the tests now print them and show them to your parents and your counsellor next week.
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Look up the types of schizophrenia there is one known as; paranoid schizophrenia which can fit the spot in your concern. We are going to manifest all possibilities and I'm going to help you with this because I know how this all feels.