*May Trigger* ((((MTD)))) I have read this post and yes it is grphic, but it is the truth. Some of our stories are. I have posted parts of mine. I noticed you said something that I say daily and said in my posts...I want him out of my head. I feel like me letting him be there night after night in my head lets him win all over agin, I am working on it. There WILL be a day when he will leave my mind when I say. I have seen families in pulic and think, is that parent patting those kids wrong, does hell arupt when the doors are closed? Hearing others stories is helping me sooo much please know how greatfull I am to all who share,and for all those who are not able to post yet know that I thank you just for reading these words. Take care MTD, I will always be willing to read anything you feel the need to share.
Rachel, mangled reality