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Dec 29, 2011, 06:42 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: Louisianna
Posts: 1,473
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I guess when things start getting me down I want to run away. When life gets hard I push the good away. I'm starting to do it now. I don't want to I care about him. But how can you not answer your phone? He's having dinner at his grandmothers, he can pick up the phone or call me. Especially when I was under the impression that he was stopping by my work 15 minutes ago to take a cigarette break with me and he never showed. How can you not answer your phone?
He never seems to answer. Always has an excuse "I was working" " I was sleeping" "I was in the shower" He doesn't ignore me and we have a relatively good relationship other than my jealousy and such but OH MY GOSH I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT WHEN HE DOESN'T ANSWER THE PHONE. Am I just looking for a reason to be mad at him because I'm mad at other things? How do I not let it carry over? I always want to run away in this relationship when things in other areas of my life go wrong. It's ruining my relationship enough as it is, eventually it will break from this. But I don't know what else to do...
Sorry for over posting.. I'm having a really weak day today...
And he still hasn't called me back even. 
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