Maybe lawyering is too close to psych'ing. They are both a bunch of long-winded stories. Maybe you need a different way to tap into this well of whatever it is we're trying to dip into. Like the book Drawing On The Right Side Of The Brain. Not necessarily that. Have you taken the Strong Interest Inventory, lately or ever? Not to change careers, but as a tool, a key, a window for this endeavor. Let's think outside the box! (i know, overused!) What excites you?