I'm suggesting another trying another venue because learning about "opportunity costs" in MBA school econ class was a psychological aha moment for me.

I would suggest an acting or comedy improv class for you, because there the rule of law (sic) is to say yes, you have to accept what your partner pitches to you and build on it. It was very hard for me. Today my T offered to bring his dogs into the office for me and I automatically said no, so I identify with what you're doing.

And I didn't mean you personally were longwinded - it's the law itself, it's literally a bunch of stories. So is psychology. Cooking, dancing, chemistry, math - maybe not so much?