She emailed me (I know I posted that in my other thread) that she's back, so that's a relief--sort of. But this teenage part feels no relief. My parts are all frustrated! I'm going through a rough time and feel worse because I know I have an easy life. I don't want to get old and it's happening to me. Duh!! Which it makes it more dumb for this teenage part to have a crush on my T, or maybe it's reliving exciting experiences that won't happen again. I have a lot of frustrations with my H, my family, my fears, and my house. I hate my house but feel powerless to do anything about my H's stuff.

I know this thread doesn't make sense. I'm venting. I want my T to solve everything and she can't!! Life is too hard for me. I feel like an old play called "Stop the World; I Want to Get Off!" Anthony Newley I think, if anyone remembers it. I want to scream and have a tantrum like my gd does.