((((Andelisa)))))

You have a lot on your plate, the loss of your mother and your taking care of your father and brother and a niece that is autistic. You basically stepped into your mothers shoes and as I mentioned in another thread, your sister doesn't want to help at all. Your sister wants her life and thats it.

Ofcourse you feel unloved, your the giver, the doer and your drained and probably not appreciated. And lets face it your life is full of disabled people, you need to find a way to time out for you dear one. Your in California, I am not familiar where that is in CA but are you in a warm place at least? Can you find a way to take mini trips and be someplace by the water and get some rest away from the daily task of being caregiver?

((((Hugs))))

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