1st I'm sorry you're feeling like that. 2nd, I can relate...I tried to join this other site & was rejected also. It was because I was too old...apparently. I had those same feelings you are having now, but guess what I let it go because I was accepted here. A lot of people here has made me feel like I do belong & my opinions/feelings does matter. The same thing goes for you here 8)

Please try your best to stay safe & not hurt yourself. I know...who am I to talk (I didn't have this in mind when I was thinking about cutting & gave in). I guess I'm telling you this because you still can change your mind about cutting tonight. You don't have to do it. Stay here & post where people have accepted you already. Pm me anytime because I've accepted you just by replying to your post.

See...you do matter, you're not worthless, & you don't have to be an introvert here 8) *hugstightly*
Take care & stay safe