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Old Dec 30, 2011, 01:58 AM
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Originally Posted by happycheeks View Post
I was reading my Facebook newsfeed when suddenly I saw somebody wrote that they had 2 job offers. This instantly made me panic and i felt jealous too. Then I was thinking I might as well be better... And you know. I don't if I will be accepted to have a job in the apprenticeship I'm doing this January. I'm 18, have not much work experience and I don't have good social skills. Why the heck would anyone hire me? I'm just idiot. Sorry to moan but I thought I would vent and let this out. I can't do anything stupid because people will miss me. Oh well.... I wasn't meant to have a job. Everyone else can have one because they are normal, very loud, have about 2,000 friends and are better than me. I'm sorry I'm not good enough and I am such a failure.
I feel your pain, I hope you feel better soon, the horrific thoughts have been troubling me since Xmas. I'm similar to you. I feel like a failure most of the time.
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