Thanks, for the bear hugs, same back to you, too.
Maybe it can help, us, at PC to just unload the heaviness on our hearts to one another, it just feels good to do that sometimes, especially if any of you have relatives,siblings or friends that just do not get how you are feeling. Heck, "Data" from Star Trek has more feelings than my husband does, when it comes to certain things in life.
So, I'll come here, if that's okay.
Larry, sorry, didn't mean to steal your thread, it just sort of reminded me of where I am now too.
Take care, dear person.
Thanks for being you and all that you offer to us at PC.

(((((((((( Larry ))))))))))))