Hi am new to this - I have a mind that is rattling on about going to hospital a lot and have some lows. Also anxious obsesive thoughts about how to get better. Pretty hard to live with. Some moments of clarity in recent months. Rough 16 months. Would go anywhere not to feel this way. Attend a support group called Recovery - it helps. But living day to day. Confidence shot. On medication - helps a little. Thats it really - even thinking of trying a new treatment called rTMS.