Now, I know this isn't healthy, but I'm just so tired of faking it. Only been on the new (old) meds for a week, so no relief. If I let any feelings out, they're over the top. TMI. I'd rather stay shut down than scare people with my dark feelings. Still haven't scheduled an appt with the T. I'm not even sure if it would help, since I'm so closed off.

I'm just getting tired of waiting for this to pass.