Hi

I think i have fallen into a deep depression. Since i've been 16 or so. Now i'm 22. I think because comedy is my first nature to be at heart...i am falling into mania depression. I feel like i can't think straight. Can't work straight. My goals are messy/unclear. I can't get work. Tired. I'm thinking sadisticquely. I cry oftenly. I feel like a kid, and i can't seem to accept my adult role. I'm very miserable, its like i'm waiting on a miracle. Its depressing. I am depressed.