how do you know it will get better!?! yeah - maybe for a short period of time - but it comes back - it always comes back... the depression monster has proven that to me over and over. why do i bother? it just doesn't seem worth it any more. i just don't get life. truthfully, i don't get how any one bothers. even without depression eating me up inside - what is the reason we fight to live? to just die one day? WHAT IS THE POINT? i don't want to do this any more...