Hello everyone, I am not so new to PC but new to this forum.

My dx are ADHD, Panic Disorder w/o agoraphobia & Bipolar II.
I have a pdoc, great T & am on meds. but they are not the cure all be all.

My separation anxiety is not from a divorce, although I have been divorced more than once. Never missed the husbands, just had to go into survival mode. Had a small child to raise & felt like a robot.

Anyway my issue here is my mom. She is 78 yrs old & has early to moderate Alzhiemers. She isn't there for me anymore, if you've heard the saying they become the child & you become the parent. Well it's true & it's heartbreaking. I have grieved over this for about a year & a half & based on statistics this could go on for years. I miss my mom.

So that's what causes me anxiety as my parents live 6 hrs away & my dad is in denial & hateful with her.

There are many more things that I have anxiety over or have a panic attack for no reason... but they are for another thread.

Thanks for listening.