....of course it's ok, (caretakerleo)

to...share whats goin' on for you

I see it as part of the process that deep down you recognise as being vital to restore those times in your life that demand tears from you now upon recollection.

I was going to ask..."is your life really made 'un-manageable' because of your drinking?"....
but then you confirmed it a bit further on.

I wonder that the style (ah...who would have thought drinking could be stylish? hehe)....the style of your drinking is one of complacency?

The drinking isn't manifesting into huge and obvious dramas, on display for all to see.....but

this is the "cunning" part of alcoholism perhaps.
You are passively drawn into an equally miserable existence caught in it's clutches with the illusion of safety. When in reality you are being ambushed from the inside out.

It's a slow and painful form of alcoholism....it's "baffling" upon realisation what the drink is in-fact doing to you and yet on we go...because it's "powerful" ...the urge to embrace all the lies that alcohol promises as truth.
for an alchoholic...alcohol does something TO us.
for anyone else.....alcohol does something FOR them.

something like that

....went on a bit there...sorry