I know this is childish but I want my husband to come home right now. I know that he needs to have time with his

ARGH! I WANT MY SON TO GET THE **** INTO BED. i DON'T GIVE A ********* IF HE HAS A ******* GAS BUBBLE. **** JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY.!

I so need a time out. I want to bash my head. I am holding on by a thread and just need quiet time to pull myself together bu I am supposed to take care of him and I don't want to anymore. I am tired I just want to go to bed and take care of myself but I am alone and he needs help and I can't help him because right now I feel the rage coming up and I want to scream at him to get out of my face.

Thank god,
Hubby just got home.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft