Have you talked to your Dr. about changing meds? maybe something else would work better. It is better to be on the couch than not there at all. I am sure you do more than you know to help your son. I had to up my dose now I am even getting back in to some of my crafts I used to do. Don't let depression have the last word you are better than that. Some days depression just sucks, I know I deal with it everyday! baby steps start small just add one thing to your day and see how much better it makes you feel. take care keep posting. sending hugs your way!